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Jazz Structure in Haruki Murakami Novels
One cannot avoid music when reading a Haruki Murakami (Japanese, b. 1949) novel. His writing is steeped in the songs of his time; and he's getting up there now, so the musical landscape is wide and varied. However, things get weird quickly because chronological time, as we understand it in our limited human way, has no place in his novels. This necessarily applies to music. His stories are adventures in dimensionality; places where linear and literal thinking are often su
Feb 3, 2025


Nurse Patrick Schroeder
Patrick is Dad's cat. He is the big, manly, rabbit-soft tabby and white feline pictured above. Patrick's Origin Story: We all have one. When I lived in Illinois, a small group of dear friends and I ran a tiny (six humans on the best of days, two on the worst), all-foster dog and cat rescue called Animal Heartline Humane Association. We would intake cats and dogs from high-kill county shelters, especially in the rural areas of Illinois and Indiana, where awesome abandoned
Jan 10, 2025


Seven Silent Crows and Embracing the Shadows
I got word yesterday afternoon that preliminary pathology had come back on my sternal bone biopsy. Metastatic breast cancer, confirmed. Ugh. This was not what I had hoped for, but flipped towards the positive (which becomes a survival skill one must employ immediately), it seems to be the tengu the physicians and I already knew, and assumed. It could have been much, much worse and much more ... metastatic. My friend Murielle, who guides me in all things zestful cancer tre
Jan 8, 2025


Conscious Sedation and Connection
Yesterday morning I had a CT-guided bone biopsy that will determine the course of my cancer treatment plan for the coming months, possibly for the year and beyond. In my case, which is just one in the masses of breast cancer cases around the world, no cluster of cells has caused more confusion, bumping around and uncertainty than this lesion on my sternum. In 2025, I continue the pursuit of doing my best to accept everyone I encounter as exactly who they are and finding the
Jan 3, 2025


Healing Via Epigenetic Excursions into Poland
Stanley Wiktor (Polish-American, b. 1913, d. 1975), somewhere near Palmiry, Poland (1960s). A dear friend of mine sent me an Ancestry...
Dec 29, 2024


Cellular Uncertainty and the River of Phenomenon
When disease arrives in one's life, a new chapter steeped in cellular uncertainty begins. The curious thing is I thought these were...
Dec 14, 2024


Coming Home to Joy at Stage IV and the New 100+
During a routine yearly mammogram, on October 16, 2024, I was diagnosed with invasive ductal carcinoma (breast cancer), which I learned...
Dec 13, 2024


100 Images Project
As part of my MFA at SCAD, we were asked to create a databank with images that inspire us. I have been an avid photographer since I was...
Sep 24, 2019
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